Saturday, November 12, 2005
regret-filled.
sorry. my sincerest sorry. i really wasnt tryin to blame u, or push the whole blame to u. i admit. i have to take some of the blame too. but i just need to know why. what was causing all these. you get what i mean? i admit. the other day i was a bit harsh and chong dong. but i just got really mad and decided to blabber something. this was what that came out. so do you know how much this means to me? the friendship. i know. no one in the right mind will do this. when things get complicated, people tend to write things that are not at all sensible and obviously, i wasn't thinkin straight. and i sincerely apologise. dont think that i feel good when things get in this way. i don't feel good, and i know you don't too.should we just release each other from the pain? i never wan our friendship to end. but since things are like that now, i just hope that through this, the bond will grow stronger and harder and more resistant to any other external or internal pressure.please. just once more.
